Last year, I had a goal to travel at least 2 new countries each year. This year, I have manged to go to the countries I’ve been to already, so this goal is not fulfilled. And I am almost sure it will not be fulfilled in 2009.
Not because I wouldn’t have an opportunity. My friends keep calling and inviting for various low-cost flights to the most exotic parts of the world, and they all do sound exciting. But I guess everything has it’s time, and now it is time for other things in life.
At the moment I am on another journey: a journey through myself, through my soul, thoughts and feeling, finding peace with myself and being comfortable from the inside, anywhere I go.Somehow I felt I’m in a vicious circle - working and fulfilling my social roles, which are just a mask in a way, and then desperatly rushing for a holiday somewhere far far away from my natural surroundings, where I get more in touch with myself. But do I deserve more than just a 4 weeks per year to be myself? Am I not supposed to be myself all the time?
The difficult part, is to find out which things are the real me. The ones that are my thoughts and not somebody else’s.Then I wouldn’t need to travel to make myself feel better, I would feel great all the time.
When I discover the peace with myself, I’m sure, I’ll travel the world, and will see even more of it and more consciously than I would see right now.
Sometimes it is hard to recognize the right opportunity. For example, when a friend calls you and offers to visit friends and travel in South-East Asia. That is something I wanted to do in September, but now a really good deal is on. And the friends are still there. And I have the time and the money.
So it all seems to be a great opportunity - I get to travel where I wanted, and for very cheap, and I do have the time, physically speaking, to pack my things and go in two weeks for two weeks.
On the other hand, I don’t have the mental time for this. I have just gotten back from the trip, feeling that I have enough impressions to reflect upon, and even more - I feel like it’s time not to go out somewhere new, but to discover something new inside me. Yes, it is a great opportunity and I am a bit upset about seeing what I would miss if not going to travel, but I know that I wouldn’t make the most out of my trip if I leave in two weeks.
So this just affirms that I made the right decision. Malaysian palms, i will see you a bit later. Just have to be patient.
Thank God for sending this book right on time. I was depressed the last afternoon, couldn’t do much. I met up with friend, we went to the library. I took this book not knowing what it;s about. And this book made me smile and understand, that I am okay, and that it’s all just temporary. Appraently the author is a lot like me. I’m on chapter number 14, since yesterday evening before my yoga class….
Logikos ir Kūrybos žmogeliukai stipresni (balai didesni nei 55), o Intuicijos ir Organizavimo - silpnesni (balai žemesni už 50), Logika ir Kūryba gali reikštis kartu, palikę Organizavimą ir Intuiciją šešėlyje. Jie gali kooperuosis arba konkuruoti. Kadangi šie žmogeliukai priklauso priešingiems ketvirčiams, jiems ypač sunku rasti bendrą kalbą (tokio mąstymo tipo žmonės retai pasitaiko).
• jei jie kooperuosis, tai papildys vienas kitą, tai rezultatas gali būti stulbinantis. • jei jie nuolat konkuruos, tai žmogus jaus nuolatinę įtampą, jam bus sunku apsispręsti, o apsisprendęs nebus tikras savo sprendimu. Aplinkiniai žmonės jį matys kaip prieštaringą asmenybę.
Logikos žmogeliukas gali pagrįsti ir paaiškinti tai, ką pateikė Kūrėjas. Kūrybos žmogeliukas gali atrasti daugybę būdų formų, kaip išreikšti Logiko mintį, suteikti jei įdomią formą. Šie žmogeliukai dirba kartu, kai reikia perteikti kitam žmogui mintį taip, kad jis adekvačiai ją suprastų. Jei tiems žmogeliukams pavyksta suderinti savo veiksmus, tai tarp žmonių įvyksta tarpusavio supratimas.
“ Discipline yourself to do the things you need to do when you need to do them, and the day will come when you will be able to do the things you want to do when you want to do them!
someone
“ Life is all about timing… the unreachable becomes reachable, the unavailable become available, the unattainable… attainable. Have the patience, wait it out… It’s all about timing.
Stacey Charter
